Day 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to………………..
At one time or another, everyone needs a second chance. Unfortunately, you could use one sooner than I ever expected. I would never wish Jayden wasn’t here, but you and I both know, you were way too young to have a baby. I have told you, and anyone else who will listen, that you are a great mom, and you have handled this situation incredibly well. Still, this wasn’t the life I wanted for you.
I would love to be able to give you the chance to finish high school, instead of getting a ged. I would love for you to go to your prom. I wish you could experience your teen years as a teen, not a mom.
I also wish I could give us a second chance. You and me. Finding out your mother is human, and capable of mistakes sucks for everyone. I’m sorry that my mistakes hurt you. I wish I could go back in time and handle so many things differently, but I can’t. I hope that we can continue to move towards healing, because I truly want to have a good relationship with you.