Monthly Archives: January 2010

Tonights festivities

So, tonight my ex is supposed to be coming over to “talk”. Given the horrible mood I have been in since Sunday, this is probably NOT the best time for us to have a conversation. Given the fact that my … Continue reading

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More about me than you wanted to know

Since I am now in my “emotional cripple” phase and really don’t want to explore that anymore than absolutely necessary, thankyouverymuch, I found this online and thought it would be fun. You should do it too! 1. How old would … Continue reading

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I live here. This is home.

I live here. This is home. My clothes are upstairs, waiting to be put away, next to my clothes waiting to be washed, in a little, tiny room, my room. There is junk on the floor, and cribs, and highchairs … Continue reading

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Growing Up

Oh my Holy Lord, I think it finally happened. Or at least has started to happen. I think I am finally and really growing up! I know! Amazing, but true. Really, I can prove it! I went out last night … Continue reading

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For You

I have been thinking about you a lot lately. I’m not really sure why exactly, because in those first few weeks I trained myself pretty well to think about anything BUT you. I am not as on guard anymore, the … Continue reading

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The Group

I really don’t know how to write this post, tell this news that needs to be told. My writing skills are seriously lacking to convey the horror and grief that a family I don’t know is feeling today. I need … Continue reading

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